letters to nobody for someone somewhere
i know that sometimes it’s painful for you to wake up and life can get confusing and overwhelming. with everyone around you seemingly pursuing something on a straight path while you wander around in circles and tie yourself into a knot of crippling self-doubt. you look around you and you try to catch an eye of a kindred soul that you can feed energy from, not even, maybe a spark at best. the kind of sunshine that can rejuvenate you so maybe can go on living for even just a moment. the kind of vicious cycle you’ve grown accustomed to. you remind yourself you’re a good person and that you’re kind to the world and you hope that that alone can propel you towards something meaningful because deep down all you ever wanted was to be a part of something bigger than this, to somehow be part of something you can’t comprehend. not because you want to be remembered forever, but simply because of the meaning of it all and the joy that you get out of it - a sense of fulfillment that’s cathartic and ethereal. you just want to feel joy, even if it’s fleeting. don’t worry we all have our vices and so do you. i hope this reminds you that wherever you go and and whatever you do, learn to embrace the beauty around you. don’t let your thoughts keep you in the dark; persevere and remind yourself that you’re alive and this is your life and you can shape it anyway you want it to and that alone holds so much beauty. i know you’re just working on your dream and i love that about you. it reminds me that you’re human after all.
